?

Log in

 my grandma died last night/ early this morning in her sleep at the age of 92. ill miss you gramcracker
 i just got myself a cookie. grandma was sitting right by the cookie jar so i gaver her one too. she looked at it, then at me and said "oh. how do i use it?" i said "you eat it, like this," and took a bite of mine. she mimicked me and now i can hear her in the kitchen munching on a cookie. thats so sad dude.
its micahs birthday. he's 3.

Judy Hang

once upon a time there was a really cute asian girl who rode my bus. her name was judy hang. she was in some of my classes and was good at art. she smiled a lot and i found her rather intruiging. on january 16, 2008 she decided to end her life. thats all i have to say about that. 


im sorry i didnt know you better. im sorry you didnt know that i cared. i hope youre not in pain anymore.
 1. Tell you why I friended you.
2. Associate you with something - fandom, a song, a color, a photo, a word etc.
3. Tell you something I like about you.
4. Tell you a memory I have of you.
5. Ask something I've always wanted to know about you.
6. Tell you my favorite user pic of yours.
7. In return, you must post this in your LJ.

PHONEZZZZZ

1. Grab your phone!
k

2. Do you have a camera phone? if so who's the 3rd picture of?
yes, ritchie

4. Who's the first person who comes up under the letter m?
marcia

5. Who's the last person you called?
linda

6. Who's your last missed call from?
roseann

7. Who's the 3rd person who comes up under C?
i dont have any C's

8. Who's your speeddial number 2?
delanie

9. Who's the 3rd person who comes up on letter J?
jimmy johns...

10. Who was your last received call from?
allyson

11.Whos the last person in your phonebook?
tattoo

12. What does your banner say?
dont have a banner

13. How many messages are currently in your inbox?
28

14. What is your background?
allyson

15. Who's speed dial number 1?
voicemail

16. what is the 5th text message from in your inbox.
(i think this is meant to be "who" not "what") its from allyson

17. Who is the first person under B?
ben

18. How many bars of signal do you currently have?
full

19. what service do you have?
t fucking mobile

20. Name every person you have text messages from inbox:
katie, delanie, allyson, leslie, kirsten

21. who is the 5th person under A?
dont have a 5th

22. Who is the 9th person on your missed calls list?
melissa

23. What does the 10th text message say in your inbox?
goodnite

24. What kind of phone do you have?
samsung

Dec. 8th, 2007

my dad wanted me aborted. 
and some days i wish 
i had never been born. 
but most of they time, 
im glad that im here

mae - anything

love,
its the wave i ride,
that won't ever reach the shore.
overwhelmed by the tide
and wanting nothing more, tonight.
than to take this time
and make it all mine.
its coming around again.

every now and again sometimes,
i get lost on the wind of a dream.
the air gets clean and the seas get wide.
and i can do anything.
the pain it won't even cross my mind.
there is wonder in everything.
the rope gets loose and the chains unbind.
and i can do anything.

hope,
its the light that strikes,
that burns inside of me.
its a blinding light,
but somehow i can see, again.
when i've lost my way.
its becoming very clear.
and its coming around again.

every now and again sometime,
i get lost on the wind of a dream.
the air gets clean and the seas get wide
and i can do anything.
the pain it won't even cross my mind.
there is wonder in everything.
the rope gets loose, and the chains unbind.
and i can do anything.

somewhere between the darkest and the light.
my spirit takes to fly.
the colors fill the sky,
and i am free, oh ohh.

its coming around again.
its coming around again.
its coming around again.

every now and again sometime,
i get lost on the wind of a dream.
the air gets clean and the seas get wide
and i can do anything.
the pain it won't even cross my mind.
there is wonder in everything.
the rope gets loose, the chains unbind.
and i can do anything.

every now and again sometime,
i get lost on the wind of a dream
the rope gets loose, the chains unbind.
and i can do anything.

Superchick - Hero (Red Pill Mix)

[Verse:]
No one sits with him, he doesn't fit in
But we feel like we do when we make fun of him
Cause you want to belong do you go along?
Cause his pain is the price paid for you to belong
It's not like you hate him or want him to die
But maybe he goes home and thinks suicide
Or he comes back to school with a gun at his side
Any kindness from you might have saved his life

[Tag:]
Heroes are made when you make a choice

[Chorus:]
You could be a hero
Heroes do what's right
You could be a hero
You might save a life
You could be a hero, You could join the fight
For what's right for what's right for what's right

[Verse:]
No one talks to her, she feels so alone
She's in too much pain to survive on her own
The hurt she can't handle overflows to a knife
She writes on her arm, wants to give up her life
Each day she goes on is a day that she is brave,
Fighting the lie that giving up is the way,
Each moment of courage her own life she saves
When she throws the pills out a hero is made

[Tag]
[Chorus]

[Verse:]
No one talks to him about how he lives
He thinks that the choices he makes are just his
Doesn't know he's a leader with the way he behaves
And others will follow the choices he's made
He lives on the edge, he's old enough to decide
His brother who wants to be him is just nine
He can do what he wants because it's his right
The choices he makes change a nine year old's life

[Chorus]

[Rap]
Little Mikey D. was the one in class who everyday got brutually harassed
This went on for years until he decided that never again would he shed another tear
So he walked through the door, grabbed a four four out of his father's dressing drawer
And said I can't take life no more
And like that life can be lost
But this ain't even about that
All of us just sat back and watched it happen
Thinkin' it's not my responsibility to solve a problem that isn't about me
This is our problem
This is just one of the daily scenarios which we choose to close our eyes
Instead of doing the right thing
If we make a choice and be the voice for those who won't speak up for themselves
How many lives would be saved, changed, rearranged
Now it's our time to pick a side
So don't keep walkin' by
Not wantin' to intervene
Cause you wanna exist and never be saved
So let's wake up and change the world
Our time is now

[Chorus]